Arh.. after posting today, i went blog surfing. Shall not elaborate much, but sighs. Don't know how to put it, don't know how to say it. Its hard to say sorry cos i think i shouldn't know. The worst is that i KNOW and have known for a quite some time and did a-sinful-lot of avoiding. Crap. Haha. That's an upset 'Haha' for your info. I mean, i don't know why i did it. Natural reaction i guess, just like any other would huh? But shound't friends be more than that? I realized that i was selfish for my own comfort and darn! i feel like some low life now. i guess i'm sorry, i really am. And it seems i'm forgiven even before i had admitted my woes. Shaarks! i am selfish aren't i? Gosh, temper problem, habitual forgetfulness, now selfishness and cowardice. How low than lower have i fallen?